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Mon, 09 Oct 2006 13:27:10 GMT

I'm still hoping and wishing things will change
I need things to change

Laundry

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 16:23:58 GMT

How come you always get to the washer ten minutes after its done running and you wish you had gotten there in time to take the clothes right outta the washer and put them into the dryer.

Laundry is not efficient at all.

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 05:13:21 GMT

I only post when i am leaving.
Dallas or Bust!!!
Home for a week.
Cali or Bust!!!

!!!

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 19:37:57 GMT

THIS WEEKEND WILL RULE
ATL OR BUST!!!!!!!!!!!
JACKSONVILLE OR BUST!!
HOLLYWOOD TIL DEATH!!!

i wish someone was in touch.

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 17:43:38 GMT

viva the lost boys
viva our homes
to the nights we never thought we'd grow old
to the love we shared and lost and still want to know
the days are telling us, "you're getting too old." and to think its sink or swim, work to die
no one sees us were just yes's and no's, living to die forgotten to this world forever unknown.
VIVA THE LOST BOYS

-RJ was tight last night and hanging out was cool.
-we fought but we got over it, im glad we are learning to resolve our differences rather than bottle them up.
-i think i am learning a lot right now...about everything in life.

everythings gonna be alright.
i feel that, i know that.

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 04:17:14 GMT

I started writing a song to go with my folky music riff.

I'm caught up in a whirlwind thinking about things like when
I just wish time was still on our side
now theres just enough for closing remarks
refecting on our time apart and in my heart of hearts i wish you were still
I feel like i've loved to live and lived to love but the sounds in my headphones are dead from losing all of the above....

to be continued.

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 22:59:15 GMT

4/20 Press - out of 20
buy them at Righteous Jams tomorrow!

I didnt do a thing today.

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 07:51:51 GMT

tonight was tight

Righteous Jams does not dissapoint
- and they are really nice

Dead City will be everyones new favorite band

Denney's is okay.

I miss you...sucks for me.

this is concise, its 3 am and im beat.

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 18:41:41 GMT

We would drag ourselves to bed. And sleep took everything I had. I kept it up till he would call. You made me feel like a criminal. And then there's you, you kept a smile though I would always walk the wire. You gave it all. I gave you reason to have doubt. I had to get out of there. I took the stairs. I don't wanna fight with you if I can't be the one to have you. You sat that chair like a queen in the kitchen. I memorized the lines your eyes made at every squint you shot my way. We would drag ourselves to bed. And sleep took everything I had. I kept it up till he would call. You made me feel like a criminal. And then there's you, you kept a smile though I would always walk the wire. But you're miserable and I'm useless, always making up excuses. I made you cry too many times. So I'm hanging up that line. I'm throwing rocks at your floor. I'm knocking down your front door. I'm desperate tonight and I just wanna fight. It's my confusion that lets me act so cold. So now I'll go, go, go. And you wanna be just left alone. Put down that phone, cause if you want me just call out "hey boy".

Lifetime is my new mood.
Thank you Josh Shearon and Jeremy Sears.

I've been working outside all day with my stepdad and it has been cool, i like being outside and working outside of Kohl's is nice. I'd almost rather do work like this in the summer than be in retail...i mean its tiring and hot and sweaty but its a lot more rewarding to see what you have done rather than how much people have messed up what you did.

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 21:41:53 GMT

i have good friends

my parents got me a chocolate cross for easter....i dont know what to do with it, suggestions?

Though this weekend has been a bummer seeing as all our shows got messed up except one i am over being discontent with hollywood and i hope everyone else gets over it too.

I am having some ipod issues at the moment and that is putting a hamper in my day.

I want to hangout this week at the park or just outside anywhere, its so nice out these days.

seriously...

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 06:27:21 GMT

its been forever since i wrote in this but i think there is therapy in writing.

I wish i could change some things and learn a lesson but all i want right now is for everything to be ok, is that so much to ask for?

There are days i feel like im at my wits end and other i understand everything so well. I'm not saying im confused or mislead but im heartbroken and thats how things tend to be.

I think one of the hardest things is not saying something i want to, because i know its not appropriate and because it would only cause more problems than solve them.

I'm sick and tired of saying, "its just not worth this...."

P.(fucking)S.

This entry spans the horizon of events in my life from the past month to this past weekend.

I AM DOWN BUT NOT OUT.

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 05:39:18 GMT

So Heather made me do this but i think it's gonna turn out quite nice to write thoughts and stuff down again.

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 05:28:55 GMT

Oh so i just felt like doing this again.

i will start posting pics soon enough of stuff i do.